Bless you for openly discussing your grief management of such a tremendous tragedy. Such discussion can only help you and all of us learn how to cope. I hope you continue to move in a direction towards healing and happiness. I can tell you are a wonderful and caring mother and your daughters are fortunate to have you as you keep working to be the best you can for them and you. I wish you the best in your further travels and look forward to reading more as you hopefully find more peace.